ENERGY EVOLUTION
The I Character
This I was born in an environment that was abusive, and as a result, from a young age the question arose.
“Why do people say they love one another amidst all this fighting?”
This I also got into self-abuse, with addictions reigning and creating disturbances throughout a good part of this I’s life.
It took many years of going into different fields before the answers started to come into consciousness as to why ‘all this fighting’ was happening.
It was not only this I that was challenged; it seems it was common within our entire human family.
The Seed of Ene G
(Mid 2011)
After years of being immersed in abusive environments, this I was released from one of the abusers, which was the company this I was working for. (2005)
This initiated the first 7-year sabbatical, where more of the energy could be focused on spirituality. During this period, more time was spent starting the healing process.
Nine months before the end of the first sabbatical, this I had the idea to start Ene G HOPE.
After the completion of this project, the money ran out, and clearly the doors were not opening.
HOPE came through a message in a dream:
“No matter what, do not give up!”
Back into the Corporate World
(April 2012)
As the money ran out a few months later, the company that released this I from its bond, asked this I for some help.
This was a gift, as the money allowed this I to maintain focus on the vision that came in.
This, though, initiated more abuse, illnesses, and dense moments.
During this period, a few rays of light appeared that gave some HOPE to carry on with this vision.
Additionally, further studies into different fields emerged.
One of the trainings was received abroad which introduced the idea of the circle as a great tool for transformation.
“Creating Transformational Workshops using the Mind-Body Technique.” by Ken Nelson and the team.
A few realizations started the positive move forward, helping to escape the dense and dark place this I was experiencing.
Mini-Sabbatical
(March 2020-June 2020)
The Coronavirus initiated this mini- sabbatical.
It was the first time in this I’s life that focus was placed on this I and its connection to GOD.
As the focus was purely placed on this avenue, this I disconnected from all social media platforms, outside information via TVs, newspapers, and radio; even the phone was switched off.
All timekeeping devices and clocks were also disconnected or switched off.
To eliminate the idea of self-image, the hair was shaved off and mirrors were avoided.
All ideas were expressed and dictated into a Dictaphone:
There are over 30 hours of dictation.
Ene G HOPE and this I Merging
(January 2021)
In the beginning of 2021, the realization that this year was going to be the birth of Ene G HOPE.
After an altercation at work, this I was left with an almost silent voice coming from the depths of the unconscious mind.
“God love you with all my heart.”
This affirmation was used throughout the day, within a few months the feelings of elation were out of this world.
I to yOu Workshop
(November 2021-November 2023)
Near the end of 2021, the idea for the workshop started coming through.
INTENTION: “TO IGNITE THE DIVINE SPARK.”
This is where the understanding came to forge a new way forward, pioneering a path to transformation.
Through all the avenues that were taken and explored, it seemed that breaking the structures of the ego-self required years of discipline, training, healing, and a lot of moola.
What if this new way could be shortened, requiring a commitment of only 9 months to a year?
Would this be a better option?
I to YOU
(2024 to present)
In mid-2023, it felt as though the breakthrough to the authentic Self happened.
This prompted the release of this information in 2024.
In August of 2024, at the launch of Module 1, an external dual psychic attack (1) had a negative impact on this I.
A deeper journey into the Self uncovered trauma bonds (2), generational trauma (3), and past life fragments(4) that needed integration.
The year 2025 was reserved for deeper research and the reverse engineering of Module 3 to ensure our new seekers were sheltered from these heavy energetic components.
Finally, 2026 brought the introduction of Module 0.
With everything uncovered at the foundation of Module 3, we created this introductory gateway to ensure your transition into the work is effortless. The heavy lifting has already been done; yOu are stepping into a safe clear circle.
By integrating specialized sound engineering into the curriculum, we have ensured an even smoother, deeply immersive journey.
More details on this can be found under:
Tools Used
psychic attacks (1)
A psychic attack occurs when negative energy, whether intentional or unintentional, impacts your energetic or psychic field. These attacks can originate from other people harboring jealousy, anger, or resentment, or from negative entities seeking to feed off low energy. While some attacks are deliberate, many are unconscious projections of negative emotions. The effects can manifest as emotional distress, energy depletion, physical symptoms, disrupted thoughts, and sleep disturbances.
Sources and further reading.
Mystic Mag.
trauma bonds (2)
A trauma bond is a strong emotional attachment that forms between a victim and their abuser, reinforced by cycles of abuse and intermittent affection.
A trauma bond is an emotional connection that develops in abusive relationships, where the victim becomes psychologically attached to the abuser despite harm or mistreatment.
This bond is maintained through intermittent reinforcement, meaning periods of abuse are interspersed with occasional kindness or affection, which strengthens the victim’s attachment and makes leaving the relationship extremely difficult. Trauma bonds are not the same as healthy love; they involve fear, manipulation, guilt, and control rather than mutual respect and trust.
Sources and further reading.
Psychology Today+2 therapist.com.
generational trauma (3)
Generational trauma is the emotional, psychological, and sometimes physiological impact of unresolved trauma that is passed down from one generation to the next.
Generational trauma, also called intergenerational or transgenerational trauma, occurs when the effects of a deeply distressing or overwhelming experience are transmitted across generations, affecting people who did not directly experience the original event.
Unlike physical inheritance, this trauma is carried through emotional patterns, behaviours, and coping mechanisms that become embedded in family dynamics and cultural practices.
While positive values and traditions can also be passed down, unresolved trauma often manifests as anxiety, depression, hypervigilance, or maladaptive coping strategies.
Sources and further reading.
clevelandclinic.org+1.
past life fragments (4)
Past life fragments are pieces of a person’s soul or consciousness that have become separated due to trauma, unresolved experiences, or karmic events from previous lifetimes, influencing the present self.
Past life fragments combine the concepts of past lives and soul fragmentation. In spiritual traditions, past lives refer to previous incarnations that shape an individual’s current experiences, behaviours, and relationships through accumulated karma and spiritual lessons
Soul fragmentation occurs when parts of a person’s essence or energy field separate due to intense emotional trauma, prolonged stress, or unresolved experiences.
When these fragments originate from earlier lifetimes, they are referred to as past life fragments.
Sources and further reading.
lauravantyne.com+1.
Wisdom Library+2.